**While this is one big coherent story, parts 2-10 can be enjoyed in themselves.** **Part 1 - The group** It was an exciting day for psychiatrist Dr. Nina Drake. It was the first meeting of a new support group she just started. Nine men signed up, all of whom have been forcibly castrated. Nina was determined to help them get their lives back on track and was going to do that by showing them that there are others out there just like them thus providing them with a strong support system. Most of these men went into isolation since their castrations and the young doctor knew that they could not reclaim their lives like that. Evening came and all nine men arrived in time. They sat down on the chairs Nina organized in a nice circle before the event. Once they were all seated she joined them as well. Some of them were nervous, sweating or fidgeting with their fingers, while others seemed calm if not slightly indifferent. Nina had no idea how her presence will affect them. For many of them this was the first time they were in the company of a young, attractive woman. And she knew very well that she was attractive. With her red, wavy, shoulder length hair, green eyes and petite body she was the dream of many men and women. But this was different. Her looks would be of little importance in a therapy session but given the situation these men were in she couldn't help but wonder if it had any positive or negative effect on them. "Hi Everyone, welcome to our first session. My name is Dr. Nina Drake. During this first session will get to know each other. Just remember, you can always leave if you are getting uncomfortable. But I also hope that you will all stay and share your stories with me and each other. My job here will be to assist you in your journey towards a better life." "And how is that possible, Doctor?" asked one of the men "We all got our balls taken from us. I want to get better but this is the seventh time I try to get any kind of help and nothing worked." He seemed to be on the verge of crying as he finished his sentence. "That's why we are here. To figure this out. There is no universal answer, we will see who you are as individuals and start from there. And in order to see that, I would like all of you to tell me your stories. First, a few things about yourselves. Anything that you would like to share. And after that, the story of what happened to you. You will find out that what happened to you is not something that you should be ashamed of. Does that sound okay to you?" Everyone nodded, some half-heartedly, some more enthusiastically. "Good. But there is one important thing. When you tell us your stories I want you to relive it. Don't tell it as a story, tell it as if you were right there again. This is important as it will help you to start coming to terms with your situation and work towards a solution. So, if you are ready we should start with John." And with that she signaled to the man on her left to start. **Part 2 - John** The man to Nina's left was a slightly overweight man. Not obese just a little pudgy. He was white, had short brown hair, was clean-shaven and his whole appearance gave the impression of a well-adjusted man. He was dressed elegantly as well. You never would have known that he was a victim of such a despicable crime. "Hi, my name is John. I am 30 years old and I am a software engineer. I live with my ex-girlfriend, Maya and her boyfriend, Marcus." This revelation clearly had some effect on the others, even Nina was visibly surprised. "My story happened 4 years ago and...and this is how it went." He sighed, closed his eyes and started to imagine himself as the man he was 4 years before. "I get home one day after work. My girlfriend is usually at home but it seems like the apartment is empty. Maybe she went out, maybe she's sleeping. I don't bother to check as I'm tired so I just go in the living room to rest on the couch. After a few minutes I hear noises from the hallway. A door opening, something rustling and steps. Suddenly, my girlfriend enters the living room followed by a large black man. They are both naked. I'm shocked but still notice that the guy has a huge dick hanging between his legs - easily 8 inches. I'm visibly confused so Maya starts talking. She tells me that this is her new boyfriend, Marcus and from now on he is living with us. I have no idea how to react to it. I ask her what does she mean by this. Are we breaking up? Why did she say he'll be living with us? Am I supposed to keep living with them? She tells me that she still likes me and wants me to stay. She just doesn't want me as a boyfriend anymore as all I do is keep pestering her for sex. My cock is too small, however - only 3 inches when fully hard - so I can't satisfy her, but she still cares about me as a person. Plus they also need my income and someone to do chores around the apartment. I look at them in disbelief. I ask them if they noticed how crazy this idea is. Do they expect me to assist my girlfriend's new relationship by earning all the money and doing all the housework so they can fuck each other all day? And just awkwardly jerk off or bring back girls here where we all live together like a fucked up family? How did they think I'm going to agree to this? Maya just smiles and tells me they have a solution. She tells me that they know how we will make this work. They will make sure that I will be obedient and passive and not having sex with her also won't be an issue. In fact, I won't be jerking off or bringing back girls either. They are going to castrate me. I have no idea what to say but I am getting worried. I'm not sure if she is joking but I definitely don't feel safe around them. She tells me to just sit there and relax and that it will be over quickly. Also, it is already decided. They talked this over with Marcus and I will be neutered whether I want it or not. Once it is done I will lose all my aggression and sexual urges. I look at Marcus as Maya speaks and he just grins at me without saying a word. When she's finished she leaves the room and tells me to stay where I am. I realize that this might be my chance to get out of here quickly. I jump up and make a run for the main entrance. I find it closed, however, and my keys are not in the lock. I know I left them here, these crazy people must have taken them. It's too late to come with anything else, though. I feel Marcus grab me from behind and drag me into the bedroom. I try to fight him but he just slaps me and tells me to shut the fuck up. When we are in the bedroom he rips off my clothes and once I am naked he pins me to the bed by pulling my arms over my head and kneeling on them. His large cock is dangling in my face. Maya then enters the room with a burdizzo in her hand. She forces my legs open then kneels on them rendering me immobile. She tells me not to worry and that we should just get it over with as soon as possible. Marcus puts a hand on my mouth and my girlfriend puts my left nut in her device. She doesn't waste a minute and quickly closes it. It hurts like hell and there is an audible crack. Then she does it with the other testicle and within a minute I am fully castrated. After 4 years I still live with them. My cock shrank a little and I don't have erections anymore. I haven't cum since my castration. Nowadays I work a lot to earn more money and do all the chores as well. Sometimes I also must clean Maya's pussy after they had sex sex or even suck Marcus's cock." The others in the circle were listening closely. Nina was visibly shaken as were some of the others. After a few moments she finally began to talk. "Thank you, John, for sharing your story. As you will see very soon, you are not alone and should not feel embarrassed about this." "Thank you, Dr. Drake." "Shall we continue then?" asked Nina as she gestured towards the next man. **Part 3 - Josh** He was a nerdy looking guy, chubby and a bit unkempt. He was clearly much younger than John. "Hi, my name is Josh. I am 22 and this happened a year ago." "Anything personal you would like to add?" "Oh, right. I have a boring job and I love movies." "Thank you. I believe we are ready to hear your story. You can begin if you are as well." Josh sighed, closed his eyes and started to recount his memories. "I arrive at the doctor's office for an appointment I made a few days before. I've been feeling more and more nauseous and dizzy lately and want to know why. After a short 5-minute wait I am called into the examination room. Dr. Richards is an older man in his sixties, very experienced, he'll surely know what my problem could be. I tell him about the symptoms I've been having and he makes notes of them. He then asks me to take off all my clothes as he would like to do a thorough examination. I get fully naked and hop on the examination table. As the doctor sees me naked he seems to nod and smile knowingly for a moment but when I ask about it he just says that while he has a suspicion already, he wants to make sure he's right before we start the treatment. Dr. Richards checks various parts of my body, including my genitals. I'm not sure why but I trust him so I don't ask questions. He, on the other hand, starts inquiring. He wants to know what my job is or if I play any sports competitively. I tell him that I have a low-paying job that isn't stressful at all and that I'm not an athletic or competitive person. He then asks about my sex life to which I reply that I am a virgin. Next he wants to know if I masturbate and if yes how often. I tell him I do it about twice every day. Lastly he asks if I happen to experience erections very often to which I reply that my penis is hard almost all the time. He nods and takes a few notes again. He then tells me that he knows what the problem is and we must start the treatment right away. Dr. Richards calls for the nurse and a beautiful young woman in her early twenties enters the room. She is slim, has light brown skin, brown eyes and long brown hair. Dr. Richards motions to me to slide down so that my legs are hanging down from the front side of the table. Then in unison they tie down my limbs so that I am unable to move. I try to ask what's going on, but the nurse gags my mouth. The doctor tells me not to worry as it is part of the procedure. Then something happens that I never thought could happen. The nurse removes her uniform revealing her naked body with only a pair of white stockings covering her legs. She is the first naked woman I've seen in person. My virgin cock gets hard instantly. She sits beside me on the table and starts to gently stroke my penis. This is the first time a woman has touched my 3 inch cock in my entire life and it feels amazing. This makes me more relaxed as this is turning out to be a really nice kind of treatment. It takes about two minutes for me to cum. It is a weak stream of something that resembles water more than sperm. The nurse then gets a paper towel and cleans me up. The doctor meanwhile pulls up a stool and places it between my legs. He also rolls over a cart full of medical equipment that I can't really see. The nurse, still naked, sits beside me again, looks me in the eye and starts caressing my arm and chest. She gives me a smile and tells me to stay calm and trust Dr. Richards. She does all of this in a very comforting manner. The doctor suddenly injects my groin with something and tells me it's just local anesthetic, necessary for the procedure. Despite his and the nurse's best efforts I start to get scared again. What kind of procedure is he talking about? As if he knew what I was thinking he starts to gently caress my balls and then starts to speak. He tells me that the problem with me is that I'm too stressed and it causes all my physical symptoms. And the reason for that is that I am simply not fit to be a man. I have no motivation, no competitive spirit and no ambitions. My penis is small and my cum is weak. I have no lasting power either. However, as I have all these sexual urges, I am constantly stressed because my lack of manliness. This makes me anxious and frustrated. I still have no idea what he means, but he continues. He says that he will now release me from all the temptation and I will be much more relaxed in no time. Then I realize that I can't feel his hand on my balls anymore even though I can see that he's still fondling them. He then reveals what the procedure is. He is now going to remove my balls and that will help me live a better life. I'm really scared at this point but there is nothing I can do. I want to run away but I'm tied down in a position that prevents almost any movement. The nurse keeps caressing me and tells me in a gentle voice to relax and that everything is going to be OK. Then I see the doctor cutting into my sack with a scalpel, taking out my right testicle and cutting the cord with a pair of surgical scissors. I start to cry as he repeats this with the left one. With a second snip I am now castrated. He stitches me up and with that the treatment is over. After a few weeks my wounds are healed and I never get hard ever again. I don't look at girls anymore and have no interest in sex. I am happy with my life and don't stress about not being manly enough." Nina could not believe her own ears. She needed a few moments to compose herself after Josh's story. After a few seconds she cleared her throat and started to speak. "Thank you, Josh. I understand this must have been a traumatic experience for you." "Well, at least my symptoms are gone." It was hard to decide if Josh sounded more sarcastic or sad. Nina gave an awkward smile and then asked the third man to take his turn. **Part 4 - Nate** Next was the man who asked the question at the beginning. He was a young man who seemed to be completely broken. His face was emotionless and he looked like someone who simply doesn't care. Nonetheless, it was easy to notice that he was or at least used to be a handsome guy. Probably had no trouble picking up girls. "My name is Nate and I am 23." "Don't you want to say a few things about yourself, Nate? We'd like to get to know you" said Nina. "Thanks, but I don't even know who I am anymore. I used to love girls and sex. That was an important part of my life. So maybe another time I can tell you who I am now. I'd like to get to my story, please." Nina just nodded and Nate began. "The first thing I remember is waking up in a strange room. I don't recognize it and have no idea how I got there. My head feels groggy and I feel a little sick. I try to get up but that's when I realize I am tied to a table. And to my surprise and horror I'm fully naked. What happened to me? I start screaming for help and a few moments later four young black women enter the room. They are all about 20 years old, but definitely college-aged. Also, they are all naked as well. Their bodies look amazing. So tight and shapely. Their skin seems flawless. Such a beautiful sight. Their facial expressions are serious though. Doesn't look like they are planning to have fun with me so I start to wonder why we are all naked here. That's when I suddenly recognize one of them. I was in a bar talking to this girl trying to get into her panties when suddenly everything want dark, right before I woke up here. I am so confused. I turn towards her and blurt out the obvious questions: "Where am I? What is going on?" "Shut up white pig!" her voice is stern, almost feels disgusted. "We brought you here to make sure you are put in your place. You white boys think you own the world and that you should be treated like kings. Pathetic. Just look how small your dick is compared to a black man's. It is so useless. And to think you wanted to fuck me with that. That takes some serious balls." the other three start to giggle. I still don't know what is going on but I am getting angry at this point. I yell at her to let me go right now. "Oh, we'll let you go just fine, but we're not done with you yet. You see, what we do on Friday nights is that we take turns picking up white boys, roofie them, bring them back here and then finally" she looks at the others and smiles "we castrate them." "WHAT?!" "Yes, you heard that right you piece of shit. We believe that all white boys should be neutered. But we'll play with you first. It's a Friday night after all. We need our fun time." Suddenly one of them gags my mouth with what feels and smells like a pair of panties. For the next few hours they keep teasing me. They fondle my cock and balls, rub their sexy bodies on mine and also grope and make out with each other. I'm not sure if the last one is turning me or them on more. They also comment on my throbbing cock and ask me if I would like to cum one last time as I will never have another orgasm in my life. They also laugh at my size - my cock is a good 6 inches by the way - and tell me that I will never be able to have sex anymore. They then add that this will benefit every woman and that only black men should be able to fuck and reproduce. All in all they seem to be having their fun as I am both aroused and scared but more importantly helpless. After a few hours of teasing and humiliating me, they suddenly stop. "It's time." says the girl who brought me here. She goes to a counter at the side of the room, lights a gas burner, takes out a knife and starts to heat it up. I watch in horror as the realization hits me that they are actually going to go through with their plan. Once she is satisfied with the look of her knife she stops the heating, walks up to me and without hesitation cuts off my nuts at the base of my sack. As she triumphantly holds up my severed ball bag I pass out. I wake up some time later in an alley outside the bar where we first met. I reach into my pants to check my balls but I only find a bandaged wound where they used to be." His story once again had a visible effect. This time nobody tried to conceal their dismay. "Thank you, Nate." At this point Nina felt that this might have been a bad idea. Maybe she wasn't ready to deal with all of this. All sorts of mixed feelings finding their way into hear head. But she couldn't send the men home. She wanted to help so she let the next guy know that he can start. **Part 5 - Kevin** The fourth man was tall and lanky with pale skin, spiky brown hair and thick glasses. He generally gave the impression of a person who rarely goes outside. "Hi, I am Kevin, 25 years old and work at an accounting firm. My story happened 2 years ago. I feel like it is my fault but I was in a very difficult situation." "It's okay, Kevin. No one is going to judge you. You can safely tell your story here." "Thank you, Dr. Drake. Well, here it goes then. I am at work on a Tuesday morning, trying hard to concentrate on the sheets and charts on my computer screen. But I keep getting distracted by all the young, attractive co-workers and clients who are in the office around me every day. I am a virgin still and basically all I can think of is how these young women would look like naked, how nice their skin would feel next to mine and how amazing it would be to fuck their tight, warm pussies. They are just too beautiful for me to handle. But I know this is not okay, I know it. I snap out of it and try to do some work. The thing is, I'm good at and love the stuff I do here. It's just all this distraction makes it difficult to concentrate as I'm constantly having a boner. I must work hard, though, as I've only had this job for a few months, and since I'm in serious debt I can't afford to get fired. As I try to focus on my work again, my manager suddenly appears next to me and tells me to go to her office immediately. I have no idea what she wants but I follow her and hope she's not about to fire me. Once we're inside she tells me to take a seat. My boss is a very stern woman. She is in her forties, has an athletic figure, long blond hair and cold blue eyes. She wears stylish, elegant clothes to work. Her tone is commanding and she looks at you in a way that makes you flinch. Her whole appearance screams authority. You know she has influence just by looking at her. Once we are both seated she looks me in the eyes and starts to speak. She tells me that some of my female co-workers have been complaining to her about me constantly staring at them which made them feel very uncomfortable around me and that she could fire me right there. It's funny to hear that coming from her. She ogles and even touches her cute young female employees all the time. I saw her countless times slapping their asses even. But she's the one to make the rules I guess, so I just let it slide and let her continue. She then tells me that she actually should just fire me but she also knows that I am very good at my job and she is reluctant to part ways with me. I tell her that I am sorry and that it won't happen again but she says that she can't just take my word for it. She has to be sure I won't misbehave and for that I will have to go through her special reconditioning program. So at this point I must decide whether I want to keep my job or not. I feel uneasy about the situation but I really have no choice. This job pays well and after all she just told me that she is satisfied with my work. What is the worst that can happen? I will probably have to listen to some anti-harassment lecture. After considering this, I agree to the her conditions. She tells me to follow her then. She opens a secret door on the side of her office that leads to a small room with only a nice looking bed and a stool in it. On the bed there is a small case. Once we are inside she tells me to put my hands behind my back and once I do she puts handcuffs on me. I ask her what is going on but she tells me not to ask questions as this is part of the procedure and I surely wouldn't want her to fire me. She then pulls down my pants and underwear and tells me to step out of them. Finally she tells me to lose my shoes as well and sit down on the edge of the bed and open my legs. I am really confused now but there is no way I can run away like this so whatever perverted thing she is planning I should just play along with for now. Maybe she is going to do some kinky stuff to me to teach me a lesson about sexual harassment. It would be crazy but this is my best guess right now. Once I'm seated she sits on the stool between my legs and starts to inspect my small cock and tight ball sack. She asks me how big my penis is and I tell her it is about 4 inches when hard. Then she starts inquiring about my sex habits. I tell her that I'm single and never had sex before but masturbate a lot. Meanwhile she puts her hand under my ball sack as if weighing it. Once I finish telling her about myself she asks if I fantasized about sex a lot and I tell her I did all the time. She sighs and nods and tells me that I definitely have to take part in her program as I'm unlikely to change my nasty behavior as I am right now. She takes out a strange device from the case on the bed and tells me to hold still. With the device she stretches out a rubber band and puts it around the base of my sack. I ask her what she is doing in a frightened and shaky voice. She explains that she just used special pliers to put an elastrator ring around my balls. I look puzzled so she continues. She tells me that my problem is that my balls are large and heavy so I want to have sex all the time, but my penis is too small to successfully get it from anyone. This makes me frustrated and this is why I act out like I do. And since my problems are caused by my balls we have to get rid of them. The rubber band will castrate me and then I won't be sexually interested in my hot co-workers anymore. I can't believe my ears, is she really going to do that? It's time to confront her about her own behavior. I tell her that I can see she gets all touchy-feely with the girls and even does stuff to them that are demeaning or even illegal. She slaps their butts and talks to them in a very condescending manner. She just laughs at me and tells me that she surely does all of these and actually a lot more. The room we are in right now is normally used for making love not disciplining naughty boys. Also, she is the boss so she can do whatever she wants to her girls. And to me, for that matter. I get really angry as she tells me these things. I feel helpless and violated. I start to scream and toss around but as my hands are tied behind my back I can't really fight back. I try to jump up but she easily pushes me back to the bed. She tells me to calm down as there is nothing I can do. I panic and cry but she is indifferent. I start to scream but she informs me that this room is soundproof. She tells me that I must be fixed as I might be even dangerous in my current state. Who knows when I will resort to rape if I keep my balls and she can't let anything like that happen to her girls. I don't even have words anymore. She turns around to leave and tells me that by tomorrow the castration will be irreversible and even though she would love to let me masturbate and orgasm a few times tonight while I still can, she can't risk to untie me as I am clearly violent. With that she leaves and locks the door behind her. I am left there waiting for balls to finally die being unable to do anything to save them." As Nina was listening to Kevin's story she started to feel something strange and unexpected. Almost as if she was being turned on by all of this. No, she thought, that can't be. This might be just a strange reaction to all this madness. "Thank you, Kevin. Do you still work for the same manager?" "Yes. Same firm, same manager. I feel that she is sometimes even teasing me about taking my balls. Whenever she touches one of the girls she briefly give me this evil look as if telling me that she is about to fuck this girl but thanks to her I will never do the same." "I'm sorry to hear that Kevin. Have you tried to go to the police?" "Please, Dr. Drake, no! No one can know about this. Everyone would know then that I don't have balls anymore." As Nina looked around she saw that everyone was nodding in agreement. "Don't worry, you are all at the right place and everything you say here will stay between us. We are going to help you. But for now, I believe we shall go on to the next person."