It wasn’t common for me to get a lot of attention from girls. It’s went to a pretty small college and all the girls seemed to like the same alpha type guys. I thought I’d probably be single forever until a girl named Emily started talk to me. Emily seemed different than the other girls. She didn’t subscribe to the “girls only like assholes” idea. She saw that I was an interesting person even though I wasn’t the most confident. We started hanging out lots and I could feel that we we getting closer. She even started to get more flirty and touchy with me.

The biggest thorn in my side was a guy named Chris, he was a typical over confident alpha type. He was baffled that Emily was giving me, of all people, any attention. He would regular coke and interrupt if he saw us together. He would come hit on Emily like I wasn’t even there. I didn’t have the confidence to say anything when he did that but luckily Emily always just brushed him off. There was even one time where he caught me walking alone and he approached me. He told me to stop hanging out with her and that she was too much woman for me. I just ignored and went on with my day.

While walking home alone one night I suddenly hear something over my shoulder. Before I could react a bag is put over my head and I’m dragged into a vehicle. My hands are zip tied behind my back. I am in a panic, what was happening? We drive for a short distance I am then pulled into a room where one of the kidnappers takes the bag off my head. The first thing I see is Chris. 

“You should’ve learned your place beta” Chris began “but since you wouldn’t learn….I’m fixing the problem”

Chris walks out of the room. The other two men, both wearing mask, pull out a pair of scissors and cut my pants off. I struggle but they have me tied down tight. One of them grabs my balls and quickly puts a tight zip tie around them. The other man goes to a bag and pulls out a medical knife. He approaches me and grabs my zip tied balls. This is when I realize “oh fuck, they’re gonna castrate me” I and beg him not too. I tell him I’ll do anything. He doesn’t listen, with a quick cut my testicles are removed from my scrotum, hanging only by the spermatic cords. The man takes a pair of scissors and with one big snip my balls are removed. 

I must of passed out after that cause the next thing I remember is waking up in my bed, it was still very sore where my balls used to be. I was confused and embarrassed. I couldn’t believe Chris would go this far. I was no longer a man, I wouldn’t be able to have sex with Emily. I saw that Emily had  texted me, asking me to meet for coffee. I went to meet her.

we sipped coffee together, she was kind and wonderful as always. I didn’t tell her what happened to me, how could I? Then she started to tell me about her night. “Yeah so Chris actually came over to my place last night to talk..” I couldn’t believe it, he had two men castrate me and then he left and went to an Emily, what did her do to her, I feared the worse. “Yeah turns out he’s just was being a jerk cause he had a crush on me…I thought it was kind of cute…he’s nicer than you think…and well…we sort of hooked up…isn’t that exciting, my first college boyfriend” 

I didn’t have the confidence or the balls to respond with anything other than “that’s great”