Idk if this is the right place to post this but I’m trying to get this of my chest in secret.

So I’m seven months pregnant and I love pegging my man, he loves it as well, being my little bitch. He is very manly looking and so far a perfect partner to my needs. My sex drive has been through the roof lately and even though it’s so hard now that I’m big and swollen I love pegging him and stretching his pink asshole. Ive started fantasizing castrating him while I peg him and it drives me wild. I cum so fast! I think about him accomplishing his mission in life now that he got me pregnant and now can truly prove that he is mine by giving up his balls. I can still get off pegging him and using his mouth, he is really good in that department. I’m scared to tell him not because he’ll be mad but I suspect he may like it too much and go with it and it scares me. I’ve been fantasizing about it but I feel like a slip of tongue can make it a reality. Am I really going to do this? I’m so wet right now typing this while he is asleep next to me enjoying having his balls mmmmm