I always wanted her and tried many times but she always refused me and instead goes out with this guy who's not much better looking than me.

I think about her everyday and how it should've been me holding her hand, thinking about it fuels me with rage.

I saw them at the park sometimes and at parties she's always looking so hot and showing him affection, I started hating him with a passion why does he get her why?

Is he better than me in some way, what's wrong with me? Im not unattractive I have a slim build and I play alot of sports and everytime I kicked that ball I thought of his head, I want to know this guy I want to see what's so great about him.

How can I get close, I can't be friends with him, I'm sure she told him about me cause they saw me a few times and she did look right at me.

I have an idea.

I grabbed my phone and sent her a text saying I'm sorry for all times I asked her out, I wait and a few minutes later there's a notification ring and it's her it read; Lol it's alright no worries bud.

I responded by saying I noticed your with someone he must be a nice guy and she says " yes he is" I said cool hey look since we're cool why don't we have a few drinks this weekend or is that too soon? Ill buy and she says no of course not free beer rocks see you on Saturday. 

Sweet it'll be fun and the rest of the week drags and finally the day comes and I send her a text saying does 7 work for both of you? 

She sends a thumbs up and I plan how I'm going to see what's so special about him.

7 comes and I'm there with some beer and a bottle of whiskey I bring a friend and their cool with it.

We begin and start talking and I can tell she really liked him, he seemed smart and fun, that's annoyed me.

A couple hours go by and the alcohol is taking affect she excuses herself and goes upstairs and he decided to go with her.

While their gone I grab a drink and one for my friend a guy who I randomly asked to come along and just pretended to know me.

He didn't know but I'm sure he's suspected something but not what I actually have I'm mind I pour his drink and it's the perfect time to spike it and he'll be out of the way.

They return after almost thirty minutes and he finished his drink and hes looking like he's passing out.

They both laugh and she suggests we get him inside but he's still conscious and slurs to call him a cab.

I tell him no man sleep for a couple hours I'll wake you and we'll go, if that's ok with you? She says no of course not and we decide to crash just let yourself out, this is going well and soon enough their both out and it's time I only planned for a social night but my jealousy took control and I snuck into the room and I call out hey you awake and they're out cold.

I walk to the bed and on his side and stand beside him I looked at him and maybe it's not just his character maybe it's something else, over thinking it got to me I didn't care, I reached and unzipped his pants and pulled it out and he's still out unaware I got his dick in my hand and yes I hate to think it but for her it's a nice thing to have, I held it thinking about how I could cut it off but not there.

I wake the guy up and we leave and after a few days I texted him and suggested we do it again but he says maybe but she got pretty sick so maybe until she's ok with it.

I said well what about just us guys and he said yeah man that would be cool.

I responded yeah just dont tell your gf or we'll both be in deep shit and he laughs and says no worries how this weekend? I said yeah sure, let's go to the lake and he agrees, I said I'll bring my friend again.

The weekend is here and I go pick him up, he walks up and looks in the car and noticed the guys not with me I made up a lie about why he couldn't come and we left.

We come to the lake and it's quiet no one else around and there's a path that leads to a bridge I suggest we go there and so we start walking and already drinking.

We finally get to the bridge I have something else in mind I grabbed out a bottle of whiskey and we have a few shots and opened up a beer and he says man Im getting wasted already.

I smile and say nice so am I we drink more and I said I'm gonna jump in.

He looks at me "what no way" and watches me and I come back out and walk back onto the bridge and it's time to act and I know exactly how to weaken him I tell him to jump in and he says no way and then says fuck it I'll do it he takes off his shirt then his pants and says I want to jump from the bridge but I want to check it out first and when he leaned over I looked down and I used all my strength from playing soccer.

I kicked him in the balls from behind and he goes down, in shock he looks at me and I use the bottle of whiskey and crack it over his head he's nearly unconscious but before he comes around I have to make sure he's not going to go anywhere I felt the rage over take me I grab his legs and spread them wide and kick his balls over and over and then I stood him up against the bridge and grab his balls hard and use it as leverage to throw him over.

He's helpless and there's nothing no sound just a guy who drowned from trying to swim while drunk and she's gonna need someone there for her.