I am been wanting castrated since I was 14 and I feel like I'm ready to fulfill it. Does anybody here have any good safe ideas I can kill them I also want to get an emasculation I have my penis completely removed. But I want to start with hormones blockers before I actually do it is there anyway I can get blockers or anybody has any experiences with chemical castration before they actually do go through it. Or if anyone has tips and advice in Florida please send me a DM you have advice. Or should I just skip the chemical castration and just go ahead and go for it.