Mistress Gwen Me: ok let’s get started shall we? We won’t use your real name in any of this to protect your anonymity and your husbands ok? Her: Thank you, you can address me as Mistress Gwen, but let’s not refer to my husband as a husband. He hasn’t been a husband in the physical since in a long time. I refer to him as my girl June. Haha, she hates that name but it suits her. Me: Her? I thought you were married to a man? Her: Originally yes, but we’ve since corrected certain things to make him more of a girl friend than a husband as you will see shortly. Me: ok, Mistress Gwen,Sounds good. So tell me about yourself please. How did you come to be in the life style? Is it something you e always wanted? Her: I am actually from a small town in Tennessee outside of Knoxville, real Bible Belt stuff. I left as soon as I could for college and to be honest I always enjoyed a healthy sex life through high school and beyond. I never saw myself getting into or liking anything to do with BDSM at all, just wasn’t something I thought I’d enjoy, that is until a girlfriend in college took me to a party one night. Me: ok now things are getting interesting, please tell me about this party. Her: It was at a warehouse club on the other side of Nashville, not a part of town that you’d go to alone if you catch my drift. The building looked run down outside but inside it was amazing! The open room was filled with people enjoying every kind of deviance and depravity you can imagine with one another and whoever wanted to join. I was dumbfounded but my friend grabbed my hand and ushered me to a red door in the back of the room. She said this was where it got really interesting. And she was right! Me: wow! Sounds like it judging from your expression, please continue. Her: well the first few rooms were mainly guys with girls bound in one way or another and getting spanked or fucked with whatever toy or object that their masters found if they weren’t doing the deed themselves but the rooms past the green light were something different all together. These rooms were for space dedications and modifications. Me: Dedication and modifications? Her: exactly, and that’s putting it mildly. The first room I peered into had a woman on her knees holding up a cat of mine tails for her dom as he walked around telling her what he expected from her to which she would always reply “yes sir,” as she stared straight ahead without ever flinching. He eventually collared her and took the cat of nine tails from her as she bent over without question and he began to spank her. She thanked him every time! I remember thinking to myself that was power I wanted over someone for sure! The last four rooms were for modifications, they were set up as sterile environments with only a viewing window for outsiders. Me: tell me about those please Mistress Gwen. Her: the first room I witnessed a man getting his penis star fished. Me: star fished? Her: oh that’s where they split the penis by making incisions that turn it into five separate pieces, sounds painful I know but it was hot! The guy was numbed up good apparently, he never flinched while his mistress did it. I’ve been told it feels amazing when the tissue is erect and inside you, like tentacles I suppose. Me: wow, that sounds painful but at the same time intriguing. I’ll take your word for it. Her: the next room there was a woman getting her nipples gaged, as well as her clit. So not for me. The third there was a man getting his asshole stretched to insane proportions, like football size insane. I’m sure he still can’t shit right. Then the last room, that one spoke to me. I saw a man on a gynecologists exam chair, strapped down naked. His Mistress and her bull walked around him prepping things. I remember thinking to myself “wow! That guys is massive!” As her bull walked around the room naked allowing his huge pakcksge to be on display. He was a large well built black man and very hung. His huge uncut cock flopped around as he walked like an elephants trunk. She was a sexy Petite blonde with an impressive rack barely contained in her leather corset. I couldn’t make out what they were saying due to their masks but the guy looked nervous and scared. Then she held up a syringe and showed it to him, that’s when he got really scared! Her bull grabbed the mans testicles and separated the left one to itself and held it firmly. She came around the table with the syringe and an alcohol swab. She cleaned the mans helpless ball and plunged the syringe deep inside the testicle. The man winced ,but only for a moment, then nothing but heavy breathing. They moved onto the second one and did the same. She proceeded to inject the sac as well. His cock, small as it was, was rock hard now. It was almost as if he was enjoying it. Then she grabbed another syringe and grabbed his tiny cock firmly. She gave it a kiss and smiled at him as he shook his head back and forth as if to say “No! please God no!” But it was too late she injected it at the base. His tiny erection slowly withered to nothing again. She would occasionally flick it and his balls to see if he reacted. The first couple of times he did bunt soon after there was no response, just this poor helpless bastard staring at the ceiling with this look of total fear in his eyes. Me: so wait let me get this straight, this guy clearly didn’t want to be there or have this done? This seems illegal as hell! Not that I’m going to report it but it seems like his rights were being violated. Her: Hmm well to an outsider I’m sure it looks bad, I know it did to me at first but to those of us in the lifestyle it is simply how it is. Slaves have contracts that binding until freed. They consent to them prior to being owned. This one in particular was her submissive for years and this was his ultimate tribute to her even though he was scared and nervous. Me: I see, well please continue. My apologies. Her: Apologies aren’t necessary, anyway as I was saying he was numbed up pretty good at this point. The bull grabbed the mans left testicle and stretched it out so that she could see what she was doing. She took a scalpel from the metal tray and made about a 1/2” incision on the side of his scrotum. Then she cut the thin membrane holding the testicle in place. The bull pushed the testicle out of the hole and clamped the chords with forceps. She then ligated the chords, sutured if you will, and took out a pair of medical scissors. Snip! Snip! The left one was off! The bull held it up for all to see and laid it on the mans chest. He was sobbing now. She stroked his head and held it to her breasts to calm him and spoke to him in a motherly tone. Soon he was nodding In agreement. She patted his head and proceeded to the next one. It was over just as fast as the last one. The bull held it up for all to see and put it beside the other on the mans chest. Then he grabbed an elastrator off the table and slid a thick rubber ring around it. She lifted up his tiny limp cock and inserted a metal tube and held it for the bull to slide the ring over it. Snap! It was on and his cock was turning purple in no time! She produced a cauterizing tool and slowly went around the top of the rubber ring severing his cock! She slid it up the metal tube and off! She held it up for all to see. She pulled down her mask so we could see her victorious smile. Then she tilted her head back and began to suck on the disembodied cock! The man only stared in disbelief as the the bull seemed to laugh and shake his head but then she opened wide and dropped it in her mouth and swallowed! The man sobbed uncontrollably now as she smiled and took a bow. She went over to her bull and began to suck his now hard cock and bent over the man on the table as he her bull fucked her! When he was finished she picked up the mans severed balls and cleaned them off. Her bull sat down in the chair and opened his mouth as she fed him one of the testicles so the man could see it. Then she went over to him and untied one hand and placed the remaining ball in his hand. He studied it for a moment then she knelt down and opened her mouth and he slowly placed it inside. She closed down and began to chew as she kissed his hand and patted his head. He was still crying but smiling now, he had pleased her. I was so hot from seeing this I didn’t even realize I was fingering myself! And so was my friend! We came together and came together and left together, hahaha! Me: That’s pretty intense! I mean they totally emasculated this guy and devoured his genitals in front of him and he was ok with it? Man thats some power to have over someone! Her: yes it is, that level of trust and devotion isn’t easy to gain but when it’s gained there’s no limit to what the two of you can accomplish. Me: I can see thot, truly amazing. So what about your, um girl friend June? How did this come to happen for you two? Her: Ha ha, yes well that was a very different setting. I forgot to mention before I am veterinarian by trade with a specialty in large animals, especially in the spay and neuter department. But before we go into the how we need to get into the why and how we began. When June and I first met she was still referred to as a he and was very much a he in every since of the word. Tall, masculine, fit, and well endowed. We fell in love and soon became engaged. Things were going well and did so for a while after we got married but he soon began cheating on me, with my friend from college no less. She came to me and confessed and promised to get out of my life and his but I had known her longer so I forgave her and made her promise to make it up to me by assisting in his “breaking”. She agreed so I told her to keep seeing him without question and I would take care of the rest until I needed her again. Me: so he cheated on you, why not divorce him and move on? Her: well guys like June used to be don’t learn their lesson by being cut free, if anything they get worse. I couldn’t have her going on and ruining another woman’s life so I decided to break her and make her my personal project. Me: alright, I’m all ears please tell me how you did it. Her: Keep in mind this happened over the course of about a year so I’ll try to not to leave anything out but won’t drag it on too long. That evening when I got home I prepared his favorite dinner. Only this time his steak was infused with high levels of estrogen and female growth hormones, the fast acting kind. He enjoyed every bite and wanted more so naturally I gave him more, haha. Afterwards we had mind blowing sex like we hadn’t had since college only this time I started taking control. He seemed to really like it. This went on for a few nights a week but then I started making him beg for it. After begging me for three days he began to pout so I called my friend. He was shocked when she came in but tried to be cool. I led him to the bedroom and soon called for her. We tied him down and gave him a threesome, which he really enjoyed. But what he didn’t realize was that I brought her over to help set the stage for his submission. The next day he was drinking his coffee and I noticed his ass looked rounder and he seemed to be developing breasts. His skin seemed softer and had a glow to it. I asked how he was feeling and he said he was a little worn out but otherwise ok. That night I upped the dose in his meal and had my way with him, only this time he couldn’t perform. He naturally freaked out because it had never happened before and blah blah blah. So I made him get on his knees and service me orally until I was satisfied. Then I made him stand in the corner and watch me use my dildo on myself that he had no idea I had. He was clearly pissed but refused to say anything. I think he was more upset that it was bigger than he was and black! Hahaha! The poor dear just stood there with his hands behind his back and that ever shrinking cock dangling there like a worm on a hook! I got off several times but then I made him come lick me clean. He refused at first but I verbally forced him to his knees and spanked him. Then I told him to do it again and he proceeded to lick me clean. Then I made him lick my dildo clean. He hated that because it was an insult to his manhood or soon lack there of. The next day he sent me a text saying he wasn’t sure he liked how I treated him last night. I ignored it just to drive him crazy and it worked. He blew up my phone all day so when lunch came I called an old colleague of mine and had him meet me where I knew he’d see me. Now mind you my friend is a similar height and build to the bull I told you about and very aggressive in the sack. Me: Did he come and find you? If so what did he do? I mean I would’ve been furious if it was my my wife. Her: well to be honest he did find us and he came over to our table ready to blow. He was about to say something but I stopped him and told him to sit. He stood there defiantly and I told him again but with a firmness in my tone he hadn’t heard before so he sat down. I told him to be quiet while we talked and I would deal with him when I was ready, oh he was furious alright. Veins were bulging in his neck and he was gritting his teeth. I added fuel to the fire by talking to my friend about our college fun and how hard he used to fuck me with his massive cock. June was so angry now! Shaking to be exact. We finished our lunch, hugged and parted ways. He never addressed June once which made it even better. Me: so you basically publicly cuched this guy with your old boyfriend? Damn! I bet he was pissed. Her: Needless to say when I got home the house was clean and dinner was ready, which I ignored. I ate my dinner in silence. He, well she tried to make conversation and tried to apologize for the intrusion but I ignored that too. I called my friend up and had her come over. I ordered him to the bedroom which he eagerly did, poor bastard thought he was getting another threesome, he couldn’t have been more wrong. My friend came over and we went to the bedroom and stripped. He was already on the bed. I ordered him to go stand in the corner with his hands behind his back. He hesitated at first but when I went to spank him he flinched and complied. I knew then that things were falling into place. My friend and I went at it and got each other off multiple times and even shared my dildo that I named Miles, which was my old friends name, and made it s point to scream his name with every thrust and yell out how good it felt in college and still did! He was getting pissed again. “Is my poor little man getting mad?” I asked patronizingly. He pouted yes which I corrected him to say yes mam. He looked at me for second and said yes mam. So I told him to get on all fours on the bed. We tied his hands and feet and blind folded him. My friend sucked his limo cock but it was no use it was out of order. The best part was he didn’t seem to mind anymore. I noticed he had developed nice perky tits and his body hair was practically gone! His as was nice and supple now and with that withering cock the only thing left were those useless balls. “You’re starting to look like a bitch to me now, do you agree?” I asked him as I grabbed his ass. “Yes mam,” he said sheepishly. My friend couldn’t believe it! He was broken! “Bitches don’t fuck they get fucked don’t they?” I yelled. He trembled, “yes mam,” he said nervously. I grabbed the lube and rubbed some on his ass and stuck my fingers deep in his asshole to lube it up too. He cringed and moaned as he tightened up. “Relax, it won’t hurt much if you do,” I whispered in his ear. “Yes- yes mam,” he said. I took out my harness to strap on Miles and lubed the massive shaft up. I positioned myself behind him as my friend guided the head toward his virgin asshole. “Please don’t mam!” He begged “Don’t worry dear, you’ll grow to like this I promise, I know I did.” I told him. And with that I began to slide the head in. He screamed and tried to buck but couldn’t go anywhere, soon I was half way in. He kept trying to resist through his cries and pleas for mercy but I was determined to give him what he deserved. Soon I was hilt deep inside him. I left it there for a minute or so to let him process what was happening to him. “You see dear, I’m in charge now and will be for the rest of our lives together. You are here to serve me and for my amusement. You get pleasure because I let you and that pleasure is from pleasing me, understand?” I said as I gave s small thrust. “Yes mam, I understand!” He cried out sounding defeated. “Good, now let’s continue.” I said as I began to thrust deeper and deeper, harder and faster! Soon he wasn’t crying anymore but moaning in pleasure. Soon he began to convulse as he began to cum uncontrollably. I had hit his prostate just right and he was loving it! Afterwards I dismounted him and cleaned Miles off. My friend cleaned him up and we left him tied to the bed for a while to think about things. Me: Damn! That’s fucking hot! You really broke that man! I had no idea that it was that intense! Her: oh it goes on like this for months. The best part was when I started Inviting my old boyfriend over for dinner and sex afterwards. The best part was when my friend and I had a thressome with my old boyfriend and he had to stand in the corner and watch. We graduated from hands behind our back to thumb sucking and stroking our now 2” clit even though we couldn’t cum like a man anymore. I started making him wear women’s underwear and wouldn’t let him cut his hair. He couldn’t grow facial hair anymore and didn’t have body hair anywhere and with the hormones his bone structure had become way feminine. Top that off with a nice pair of tits a fat round ass and boom! June was born! I knew that I needed to take this one step further to complete the change and for that I wanted him on board. One Friday night I fixed her dinner, I say her because he was now living the full life of a woman now. We sat down and at and talked like old times, no one but us. “You love me now more than ever don’t you June?” I asked. “Yes mam I do, very much so.” She said eagerly. “So you’d do anything to prove that love and devotion wouldn’t you?” I asked. “Yes of course mam! Say the word and it’s done.” She said. “I think it’s time to go into my office and take care of the parts of you that resemble a male still, don’t you agree?” I asked. She sat there for a minute and finally said, “yes mam I agree, they’re useless to me now. The only pleasure I enjoy is what you give me and what I get from pleasing you.” “Glad to hear it.” I said. “Tomorrow morning then, we will go into my office and take care of business,” I said firmly. She smiled and began to cry. “What’s wrong June?” I asked. “I am so happy to finally be able to make you happy again!” She sobbed. The female hormones had really turned things around for her over the course of the year. “Aww poor baby, let’s finish dinner and then we can go play for a while,” I said. “Yes mam I’d like that!” She said excitedly. That evening i sucked her tiny clit and useless balls and took my time making it pleasurable for her and made sure to be attentive. She slept cuddled next to me that night as I stroked her hair. “Wow I can’t believe I broke the man I married, what a trip,” I thought to myself. Me: so you got her on board that easy to allow you to cut off his, I mean her, balls? No questions asked? Damn that’s some kind of power! Her: you have no idea, neither did she. The next morning I gave her a hot bath with sanitizing soap and dressed her in sterile clothing. I took her to my office where my friend and Miles waited for us. She was so elated to see her friends there, ironic I know. I lead her into the operating room and told her to strip and lie down on the table. She did as she was told without hesitation. I positioned the screen so she could watch what I did as she requested. I numbed her up and soon we were operating. Miles assisted me while my friend kept reassuring her this was the right path. Not that she needed it, she was so strong that day. Soon I had sliced open the scrotum and popped out the left testicle. A few clips and snips and it was free. Then on to the next one, snip snip and off it went. I forgot to mention Miles is a well accomplished plastic surgeon so he fashioned the remaining scrotum into labia and a clitoral hood. It looked amazing and still does. That was his gift to her. Later on he went back and opened things up and gave her a vagina below her tiny clit so he had three holes to fuck when I wasn’t in the mood. Her breasts grew and grew and she became more feminine with every passing day until there was no trace of a man in there at all. Me: that’s an amazing story, I am impressed. If I may ask what happened to the testicles afterwards and where’s June now? Her: well I kept the testicles, they’re in a jar in my nightstand and I take them out from time to time to let June look at them while she’s getting fucked. Sort of a reminder to what once was and also to remind her of who owns her. As for June you met her when you can in, she’s the cute redhead you hit on before I called you back. Me: seriously?! I would’ve never known in s million years! She looks amazing. Her: Ask her out if you want, she will ask me first and you seem nice enough so I approve. But if you do anything to hurt her I promise you I will gladly have an opening for another female office assistant. Me: yes mam!