I’m a total sissy and from a pretty young age I knew I wasn’t like other boys. Especially when I hit puberty and noticed my penis didn’t grow with me. I also liked putting on dresses and makeup and dreamed of getting fucked by men with great big dicks and balls full of cum. 
         I guess it was sissy hypno vids that helped push me forward. They introduced me to CBT and castration. While it scares lots of guys who think that’s the end of their sex lives it turned me on. The thought of getting dominated and giving balls and manhood to a hot stud makes me so hot that sometimes I ride a dildo & jack off rubbing my tiny dick like a clit till I cum after I bind my balls so tight with a rubber band that they swell and start turning bright red. 
     That’s why I enjoy Reddit. I can’t begin to tell you how many guys I have sexting with. If they were all real encounters my asshole would be loose. Yesterday was a real nice dm sex. The guy was so nice. We had a fantasy castration. He knew I needed to suck his cock and be anally violated. He told me he was going to elastrate my  balls fuck me till I came then smash my balls into oblivion. I told him I wanted him to come in me then take my balls which he said he’d do by stomping them until I felt them pop. Oh he was such a sweetheart I made a mess all over myself. If any of you would like a sissy to castrate you tell me.