My girlfriend and I have played around with D/s for a few years and I have had other experiences in past relationships as well. But I have always wanted something more and have been afraid to express exactly how much more for fear that it would be too much for her and drive her away. I mean, a spanking here and there is kinda kinky and fun, but what would she thinknif I told her that I want her to beat my ass, cage my cock, and fuck me with a strapon? A few weeks ago, we were having some issues in our relationship. So, like the adults we try to be, we sat for hours (3 days, actually) and talked about every aspect of our relationship including, of course, the bedroom. We discovered that both of us wanted a more intense and robust sex life. So, I wrote her a letter offering her my full submission. I asked her to take full control of my sexuality and to punish me whenever she felt I deserved it. I also shared with her some of my fantasies about being dominated. I sat at her feet as she read it. When she finished, she leaned over, gave me a big kiss, and said "thank you." She then got up and went into the bedroom. When she came out, she was hilding a heavy black rubber paddle. She bent me over the coffee table and gave me the hardest spanking I had ever recieved. After she bruised my ass, she sat back down, cradled my head in her lap, and whispered "I accept" To be continued...