Accidental Findom, worship ​ It was not the first time I was given money for no reason by a man who admired me. But it was the most interesting! ​ One day I was bored , procrastinating and decided to take a break from work to browse Craigslist personals section. ​ Over the last 20 years i've entertained myself on that site more than going on dates. I've only met women in real life on Craigslist but made plenty of male online [friends.](https://friends.So) Fear was a factor for me, but this post stood out to me " Ill take you shopping, no reciprocation" I am naturally dominant- which means that it is not a kink for me, I am attracted to getting my own way and having creative control over my experiences with none of the heavy lifting. Of coarse life offers few opportunities to have my way- so men who provide it are VERY sexy to me. Throw a jacket over a puddle for me to walk on and i'll melt for the person who does so. ​ https://i.redd.it/rb4d0ubql3j11.jpg I responded immediately with a photo and a little info about my boundaries. No touching , no sex, and No being seen together.Neither of us had done this before. He had a girlfriend- I was single. I was nervous because I'm not a mistress or a whore and didn't want to get raped or killed. and I really didn't want to live with the karma and bullshit that comes with it. I just wanted to finally get free clothes FROM the creepy guys that follow and watch me while I shop. He was interested because he has never dated a woman " into her looks" and although he was very dominant in his life he longed too submit as much of his will to a strong woman as possible. ​ He was also afraid to go through with his fantasy and decided after a week of texting that he would like to send me shoes through AMAZON even without meeting.(SCORE!) I created a wishlist not knowing how much money he had at his disposal, I added expensive things other women like- I am too EASY a woman to please, so I added shoes, clothes, and a motorcycle , helmet, cameras, shit like that. ​ A few weeks went by of exchanging pleasantries, dick pix, orders, shoes and presents.( he bought the helmet assuming I already had a bike! lol! The orders I gave were important to establish who was in charge, If he could not do the small jobs, like kneeling nude at work with his boss outside the area and taking cum pix for me-- he would not be trusted do the big ones. When I picked up my first package from the Amazon lockers I was excited as if for a fight. Adrenaline was pumping, it all seemed to easy and too much fun to be appreciated so much for my attention sadistic nature and beauty??lol As soon as I retrieved the two boxes of shoes my panties filled up with cream and my vagina went into mini convulsions. We didn't meet for a couple months. He sent Amazon gifts a few times before I arranged for Troy (not his real name but I called him that and made him get a TROY name tag lol) to meet me at a outdoor mall, to wait as I shopped alone. I took sexy photos in the dressing room and ordered him to buy the items. [This Victoria's Secret set is one he picked out himself that day.](https://i.redd.it/725y23g2m3j11.png) We planned the entire thing. He met me at the bar of a restaurant with my bags, with a panting puppy dog look on his face. He was just my height with heels on. white, balding slightly with a good but thin build. Decent looking guy. I wore a burgundy sleeveless turtleneck knit dress and the heels he sent me.He loved photos of my feet . https://i.redd.it/sy3im9lmm3j11.jpg I asked him not to approach me at the bar but to wait until my drink bill came and to pay it. I'd come over then retrieve my bags and go home. ​ He was happy with that! Only something happened. I don't think ill ever forget. I got lightheaded after approaching him to get my bags. I ran/stumbled out of the restaurant. My body broke into a complete sweat. I hadn't had that much to drink. I was high on the sheer kink!I even dropped my keys and it seems the entire restaurant was watching me pick them up! I went to my car with my heart racing and my panties dripping wet. Clit hard as hell. ​ It wasn't a decision I made with my mind in the parking lot after getting my free clothes- to meet him at his car. It was one made with my entire being. I needed to look him in the face in private and I needed to SEE what made him spend all that fucking money on a stranger! I'm a beautiful woman yada yada yada. but so is everyone else! I texted Troy and met him at his truck. He was parked next to a wall in the garage.He looked like a terrified puppy. Shaking almost and pasty white. He kept saying how he couldn't believe I was really there..How it was a dream he had had for so long etc. I didn't even know TO dream about this type of shit but was about to increase my asks and wishes!! https://i.redd.it/2avfwhfxx3j11.jpg I stood on the passenger's side nearest to the wall- hidden from sight. He sat in the passengers seat as I ordered him to show me his erection and explain himself to me. It was smallish average white like him. And I was shocked at how natural I felt staring at a strange white mans penis in public. I was hot, THROBBING and curious if it was just wetness now sliding between my thighs so I slid my hands in my panties and placed the clear slimy cum on his mouth and face. lol its funny to me now because it seems humiliating, and perhaps it was, but to us at the time it was so hot for him to wear my arousal on his face eyes and forehead. Almost as though he had earned it , he looked proud. The next time he caught my fingers in his mouth and when he started sucking them I told him to jerk off. Cars came in and out of the parking garage, but we were inconspicuous. We were both in a trance. He was concentrating on me. staring into my eyes like I had the key to his salvation as he feverishly jerked off. I still remember the intensity. Something made me poke him in the balls, they were sooo full it made his entire body jerk HARD, and scared the shit out of me! He nearly came but he had been trained through our texts to ask permission to cum. " Goddess may I please release your cum from my balls?" It was "my" cum because I inspired it and controlled it when it came out, here and even how. I couldn't front I wanted to see how hard he'd cum. I love money shots. I think that's normal. But also like contrast. So I had him cum on his Black sweater and promise never to wash it. I've had him ruin that same jacket many times since then. ​ Over the two years I humiliated him often making him jerk with car oil made him fuck his GF like I wanted without her knowing, etc,, although we've only met twice, touching only twice. The second time I met him at the Hot Tubs and instructed him to jerk off into the floor drain, I wanted him to waste his useless cum. I placed my toes around the head of his cock as he kneeled beneath me for the visual alone.. and to drive him insane. I was not turned on this time but I wasn't grossed out either. I felt compassion for him, he had a need that was easily met with my attention and humiliation. something he could not get at home, at work, or anywhere without loosing everything... Helping him came easily and naturally enough to me. https://i.redd.it/zxy7r8mev3j11.jpg ​ He spoke about how bright his mornings were and how productive he was when I was speaking to him sometimes i'd get fed up with his restrictions and ignore him a few months. But I liked this guy and didn't want to ruin his relationship, the demands for money and gifts and obedience became a strain on his finances and keeping a happy home. He and his GF eventually moved in together - which increased his appetite for me but reduced his ability to afford and entertain me - even though it was all online. ​ Eventually I blocked him to give him his life back, and to exit my fantasy land.