We were really hitting it of nicely. Anne was slowly but surely getting into her role as a dominant. And I loved it, my dreams were slowly coming true. But at some point, and at that point we were still at our very beginning, I started to worry about possible damage to our vanilla part of life. I was scared we might lose touch with our essential emotion...love we had for one another. So I started to back up s bit, almost every time she would take charge. Of course she noticed it, so she asked me if we should quit the whole idea. It was not a simple moment for me to give her a proper answer. I was trying to deal with my own fears, and at the same time, I longed to serve her. The conflict of emotions inside me was at its peak, and confusion in my mind very intense.
But I said no, I wanted to continue even if the risks were high. And I made a right choice.
To be continued...
Mark