Need to admit that the whole time, our FLR was growing and developing, I felt a real sense of growth within me. More effort we both applied on daily basis, to form an intense and quality FLR, more I grew emotionally and mentally. Like I was born for this, to be a servant to the woman I love, adore and worship. I also never liked the title "slave" as it would mean total loss of any rights. It is illegal anyway.
But I started to feel like one and often, in my mind, I would try to imagine what it would be like to be a real slave. It was and still is very exciting, makes my heart skip a beat but...I knew then as I know now, it would be too much. So I figured, as the things were developing so nicely, I might become the closest thing to a slave.
Although it sounds quite masochistic, I really enjoy the inequality of our relationship. And I know she is the reason I enjoy it so much, not just because she is the only one for me, but also because I draw my pleasure from just seeing her, enjoying her new role.
To be continued...
Mark