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My heart stopped.

I could not breathe.

Emma raised her head from the pillow and looked at me. She was shocked too. Now, after that many years, I can easily say that it was the right moment for a decent life for me, if I could say even one word.

But, she was so beautiful.

It was the first time that I saw her naked. Even fully dressed, even without makeup or else she was gorgeous. But naked, my friends, she was like not even from our world. I swear that if there would be any chance for us to have sex, I’d probably have a heart attack and die immediately.

She raised her head, looked at me. For a couple of seconds, there was a complete silence. Later on, her face had changed. she frowned and started to yelling at me:

“What the fuck are you doing you dumb-ass? What the fuck are you doing at home? How the hell can you enter my room without permission? How dare you? Are you retarded or just acting like one?”

She got up from the bed and come to me. I was standing still at the door. And now, I was seeing her breathtaking boobs too. She noticed what I am looking at, but instead covering or else, she came to me directly and slapped me very hard.

I think, that was the moment I started to breathe again.

She was slapping, spitting, kicking and yelling on me with frustration. It was even worse than previous days. She did not even care that where she was kicking. After a couple of minutes of beating me hard, she stopped awhile. Turned her back to me, and walked towards her wardrobe. Meanwhile, she was talking strangely calmly:

“You son of a bitch stupid clown. You want to see me naked, right? Now you saw it. Did you like my body? Did you enjoy? Better be it because it was the last time you’ve enjoyed something.”

She grabbed a leather belt from her wardrobe and approached to me again. She was still looking like thunder. Her eyes were a couple of embers burning inside. But, she did not hit me:

“Get on your knees. You love to get beaten, right? You are depraving when I hit you. Does your filthy cock get hard, too? Show me. Get naked.”

I immediately did what she told me. after a second I was bowing to her foot completely naked and begging for forgiveness.

Revolution had suppressed easily. Princess kept her throne, and she was even more powerful than before.

Emma ordered me to get naked with a calm voice, and I listened her immediately. And without any orders or else, I started kissing her feet and asking for forgiveness.

She grabbed my hair, and raised my head. I was not erected because of all the pain I got from the beating. I was honestly not a fan of getting beaten. It was not my kink or else, so, it just hurt like hell and I could not get erected.

Emma looked directly to my dick:

“You think you love me, you are saying that you love me, and even after seeing me naked you are not aroused and erected. So, are you lying to me, bastard? After you are being rude to me, after you did not obey me and came home early, now are you also lying? Can’t I trust you? How can I be sure that you love me and keep me happy?”

“I-I love you, Emma. I am doing everything for you. I’ve given my whole life to you. You know that. I am and will be doing everything to make you happy. It was too cold outside and I thought that I might get seriously sick if I stay outside the whole night. I had no money since you took everything. And, I just wanted to be sure that you are OK after Paul left since you are too upset yesterday.”

“Paul? Oh he was not Paul, he was just a random guy I found on Tinder to have some fun.”

Well, fuck. He was not even her boyfriend. Emma just had a casual sex with a random guy, while I am sitting here all virgin for 26 years and trying to have a chance with her by licking her soles everyday.

I was confused. I could not decide whether it’s worse or better. If she was comfortable with having sex with random guys, maybe it means that she already started to forget Paul. But also it might mean that she can quickly find another man and start a new relationship. In any scenario, I was pretty sure that I don’t have much chance with her.

“And also you stupid bitch, if I ordered you something, you must follow it in any situation. I don’t give a fuck if it’s cold or else. You could go to the train station, right? Or are you really that stupid? Or is there something else in your mind? Be honest, are you lying to me? Do you love me enough?” Should I doubt you?”

“I swear that I love only you in the whole world. You see me, I am pathetic, I’m a loser, I am just a servant to you and proud of it. I am proud that you even let me to touch your feet. I’d be here under your service even if you don’t let me touch you on my whole life. I love you so much that being under the same roof with you is enough and I will do everything to keep it like that. I love you with my whole soul, Emma.”

She sat on her bed, and  bend forward a little bit. Her amazing tits were right in front of my face, and dangling slowly. Now, I was getting erected.

She saw my pathetic dick is growing, and burst into laughter.

“You know, Steve, I think I am going to believe you for now. But be careful, and make me believe you. By the way, your dick was not that small or ugly as I expected. You might had a chance if you were not that pathetic.”

It hurt like hell. There might even be a parallel universe that we were together. But it was obvious that in this universe, it won’t happen ever.

There I was, just almost one hour ago I was so close to have my life again. But now I was trying to make her believe me that I love her and do everything for her.

I was sure a weak and pathetic guy. Maybe this life was really what I deserve.

Emma looked into my eyes, and continued:

“But you are still going to be punished. It’s the first time you deserve a punishment. Actually, it shows that you are a good slave. But on the other hand, you should be punished good to keep your leash short and discipline you. Beating is not creative enough. Honestly, I want to hurt your feelings, Steve. Do you love me enough to let me break your feelings? Break your soul?”

“I am ready for everything if it comes from you, Emma. I love you. I look at you and see the rest of my life in front of my eyes. I am yours. Break and throw me to the trash can, or use me until I die.”

She lied to the bed, and said:

“Good boy. Kiss my foot and let me think.”

After a couple of minutes, Emma raised from the bed and went to the bathroom. When she came back, she was holding a used condom filled with cold cum. It was tied to prevent leaking. She sat on the bed and started to swing the condom right in front of my face.

“Now, tell me what you were thinking. If I like the words you are going to say to me, you will be forgiven. But if not, you are going to keep this in your mouth for the rest of the day, and going to eat that cum before you sleep. And it will be your meal for today. Am I clear? What was in your mind this morning? Did you really think about disobeying me?”

“No, Emma I swear. I was freezing and had to came back to home. And I did not think that you might be naked when opening the door. I am so sorry. I will be more careful next time. I am even more obedient than before. Forgive me.”

She was slowly swinging the condom and slapping to my face as I was standing without moving. But inside I was about to vomit. Each time the condom slaps to my face, everything in my stomach was moving towards my mouth.

“Do you like to suck it for me?”

“No, Emma, please don’t do it.”

“So, if I want to do, would you object?”

“No I can’t”

“Do you like to give me an oral?”

She slightly opened up her legs, and showed me her sweet pink pussy.

I sighed. She giggled.

“Yes, Emma. I love to give you an oral.”

“Then open your mouth, and taste my pussy from it. If you suck that condom well enough, then you will show me that you want to give me an oral.”

I opened my mouth with disgust, she put the condom on my tongue, and make me to shut my mouth. The knotted end of the condom was hanging on my chin.

“You amaze me, Steve. Everytime I test your self-respect, you go even deeper. Don’t you have any dignity? It was too obvious that you were angry to me in the morning. You were angry because I prefer someone else to sleep with instead of you, right? You are doing all this sick shit to impress me, and you desperately see that it doesn’t work. Come on, do you really think that sucking a condom will impress me to be with you? Are you serious? It amuses me, but that’s all. That’s so funny that I can do whatever I want to you. And I will continue to do it. You know why? I used to think that you really love me and do what you do because of that. But now I am sure that you are a desperate submissive male. It is in your soul, and you can’t do anything about that. You are a good guy actually. You might be even a good boyfriend material, if you had even a bit of self-respect. However, even I will be your wife, you won’t be happy as much as when you’re my slave.”

I was sucking a used condom full of cold cum, and listening the love of my life. I was about to vomit, I was about to cry. But, my dick was hard. And she was aware of that.

To be honest, I always had a submissive side around girls, and never had a self-confidence to make a move or else. But she had become my catalyst. She was making a new man out of me, with only one purpose; to serve her. And after all, I was happy inside.

“Get up” Emma told me.

I got up, and now my fully-erected dick was right in front of her face. She put her index finger at the tip of it and started to stroke it very very slowly, with just one finger. My dick instantly become rock hard and started to beat like my heart. I was shaking out of excitement, and in just seconds I was nearly cumming.

“When was the last time you stroke?”

“Y-y-esterdayy”

“What did you think about?”

“You”

“Like what?”

“We… w… were havinnng.. sex.”

“Good. In which position?”

“Please Emma, I am about to cum.”

“Don’t dare to cum. Continue, in which position?”

I closed my eyes. It was hard, too hard. It was my first time experiencing the edging, the strangest feeling a man can see. It was like just standing on the edge of the sea on a very bright and hot afternoon, and feeling the cold waves on your feet, and waiting there when every inch of your body is burning under the sun. It was like seeing a cup of water on the other side of a window right in the middle of the desert. It was so close, yet so far.

“You… were… on my lap… I was sit… sitting…. On the edge …. of the bed…. Sucking… oh please… please Emma… let me…”

“I said continue.”

“sucking your… tits…”

“Did you cum inside me?”

“Yes….”

She laughed out loud, and stopped edging me.