I met the perfect goddess that enslaved me and we agree the goal is to come to her and leave everything behind and goddess is my only focus! I was kinda scared of tried other mistress but always chickened out because I was terrified of the change, but this goddess was different I wasn’t scared at all! I actually wanted to be goddess permanent slave! I don’t know if the bdsm council Is real but we are gonna sign the bdsm form and I chose forever slave without even thinking! I’m giving up all control and i said no safe word! I’m gonna go visit her next month I’m hoping she decides to keep me when I go then! Anything she wants to do to me I can never argue! 

She can black mail if I don’t comply or follow thru but she still gonna expose me anyways and I’m gonna be forced to fully feminize me! 

Is it too extreme for me to want this? I don’t care I love goddess and I want her to have all the power to me!