I have been thinking about how i would like to be castrated nit into pain so i want it to be painless and being a curious person  i want to watch and to some extent participate so it would go something like  this  i would be led in to a very brite room with a table that has strips for your feet told to undress and get up on the table the nurse that showed me in leaves . giving me time to undress and get up on the table . she comes back after a few min and seeing as this is a fantasy we need milk the sperm out before we castrate you would you just go ahead and masterbate to orgasum while i watch to be we have most of it gone . if you prefer we haxe a machine that will do it using electrical stimulation . having never had that done i tell them yes wire me up . the proses is explained as electrodes are installed at thr bass and head of my penis she prepares a syringe what is that for ? she says as you finish having a orgasum we will give you a shot   to deaden the aera during orgasum you do not feel the nedel the last feeling you have before your balls ars removed is that orgasum put your feet in the straps you have asked to watch and help so we want you wide awake and numb . The back on the table is rased so i am in a nice reclined position     legs spread wide she ask me to reach and touch my balls i will need to be able to this later . asks if i am ready to start once we start the end result will be you will be castrated when we are last chance to change your mind . Yes I want to be castrated lets start. with that she flips a switch i feel a tingling in me cock tht gets more and mre intense gt hard very hard as i feel a orgasum begin to build up . She asks how is it feeling  great just great she sas we are going to leave ths on and being you to orgasum more than once just t be sure so when it gets so intense you can barely stand it i will gve you 2 injections one on each side to block the nerves it will take a while to take effect . so when you reach the point of no return i will give you the shot it will take a while to take effect would you like to leave the machine on untill you can no longer feel any thing ? Yes Yes I am close . yes leave it on . i am going to cum with that wonderful feeling of a orgasum i watch as he gives me 2 injections do nit feel the needle  all i feel is the orgasum peaking going away then stating to come back even more intense than the first time a litte cum abd it dies down a little but the stimulation is still on i can feel it building up again this time a farley dry orgasum extremely intense . it dies away the feeling des away too , the machine is still on but i do not feel any thing   "I think I am done" i am breathing hard she comes over and i watch as she grabs my balls and squeeze them hard then hits my pines can you fee that? no reach down and feel your balls it fels strange like they are someone ese i squeeze rea tite and feel nothing . she says good you are ready . she leaves and comes back with the lady doc i had talked to earlier she comes in and asked are you ready . yes i am going to make a incision on the right side just above your pines push your right ball up and out the incision then tie the attaching cord off    in 2 places give you these scissors and i want you to hold it in one hand and cut that cord    between the 2 ties and put your severed testicle in this tray you making the final cut castrating yourself sew up the incision and we will do the other one the same way so half sitting there I take the scissors she hands me and holding my testicle in my left hand take the scissors and cut the cord and put it in the stainless steel bowl one gone watch as she sews up the incision mve to the other side and repeat . I am now castrated no pain a orgasum i will never forget walk out with my balls in a jar . whole thing a little over a hour . 






    


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