I am 35 male, I married my wife 7 years ago, We got married for love and it was a great start, but I noticed some red flags at the beginning of the relationship, she has a possessive, controlling and excessively jealous nature, she is feminism always angry and she hate men, I started to feel disgusted by her and find other women attractive, so I cheated her many times, The first time was a month after marriage, She knew it and she was very upset but she was only hinting at it to me, but after the last time, she had evidence of my cheating on her. she got very angry and she gave me sleeping pills in my drink that would cause deep sleep, then she castrated me when I was sleeping, I think someone helped her but I don't know who and how they did it. When I woke up I felt a slight pain in my testicles with no sexual desire or lust, I also noticed that I have premature ejaculation during the sex with her, she was so happy during that time and she was sending me pictures of women owning men and loyalty and she was saying you will be mine forever, she always get mad at me and humiliating me verbally and telling me I was useless and not a man, my T hormone decreased until it reached its lowest levels, We started trying oral sex most of the time, she tried facesitting every day, One time she left her phone on and I searched it and found she had a porn account on social media about femdom and domination and I knew all her desires and that she was trying to make me puppy, since that there is something triggered in me, I turned to be a submissive slave for her, I read and learned everything about being beta and submissive slave, then I submitted and surrendered to her and we started our new sex lifestyle as femdom mistress and her submissive slave, she bought many stuff and uniforms for that like high heels, Whips, leashes, masks, strapon etc. She made me retire from my job with a small pension but she told me it was enough for us and she no longer allowed me to leave the house at all. It made me cut off my friends and all my relatives. She became very possessive controlling and humiliated me and made me cum many times every day. Now, I shiver when I hear the sound of her heels, I shiver when she gets angry and I don't know what she will do to me next, she always punishes me for nothing, Currently, I am gradually being trained to drink her pee until I drink every drop of it. I am happy with her and I always tell her that she is great because she made me a good beta.