I gave up.
My mom is a total beauty. Fat ass, huge boobs, perfect face. She's the hottest person i ever met. But i can not do it. I can't think about her this way.
She's shown moments where she feels like she's into me and wants to take me to her bed, but i know its a lie.
My mom is sick, and that disease causes her to have hormonal spikes and mood swings. She can be super horny, super agressive, super loving and supportive. It hurts to see her like this, and I know that if I had sex with her, it wouldn't be her desire but her illness taking control of her body.
It feels wrong. And so, i won't do it.
I'm sorry if I had "fans" due to this. Sorry for wasting your time... And kinda my own time too!
I am open to talk in the comments and through private.